1996

• Relationship anorexia, Jan. 5, 1996
• I want my mommy, Jan. 30, 1996
• Depression and new addictions, Apr. 23, 1996
• The war against the subconscious, Apr. 30, 1996
• First meeting, May 7, 1996
• More Joy in Heaven, May 14, 1996.
• New escalation, May 23, 1996
• Crushing despairMay 28, 1996
• Overeating, May 30, 1996
• Anger, June 1, 1996
• Robotics, June 3, 1996
• A Day in the Life of a Compulsive Overeater, June 5, 1996
• Emotional incest, June 6, 1996
• A Boy's Journey Through Despair, June 8, 1996
• Religion and Thought Control, June 10, 1996
• Failed month, Aug. 5, 1996
• Crushing despair, Aug. 9, 1996
• Step 8, Aug. 20, 1996
• Into the Lion's Den, Aug. 22, 1996
• Still alive, Aug. 23, 1996
• Through a Glass, Darkly, Aug. 26, 1996
• Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired, Aug. 28, 1996
• Fear stalks the wounded mind, Aug. 29, 1996
• Anatomy of a Binge, Sept. 10, 1996
• Closing eyes, Sept. 14, 1996
• The knife twisting inside, Sept. 23, 1996
• Eight days abstinent and it is hell, Sept. 30, 1996

• Desperation, Mar. 13, 1997
• April, Apr. 9. 1997
• Just friends, Apr. 9, 1997
• Why? Apr. 27, 1997
• Mother's child, Aug. 13, 1997
• Father's child, Sept. 2, 1997
• Nightmares, Sept. 10, 1997
• On finding a girlfriend, and other impossibilities, Sept. 15, 1997
• Loneliness, Sept. 22, 1997
• I'm Afraid, Sept. 28, 1997
• Fear and love, Oct. 9, 1997
• Mother's blackmail, Oct. 13, 1997
• Social-phobic depression, Oct. 14, 1997
• Eunuch in a Harem, Oct. 17, 1997
• Weekend coming, Oct. 17, 1997
• Bitterness, Oct. 19, 1997
• Stranger in a Strange Land, Oct. 28, 1997
• Life in the Fat Lane, Nov. 13, 1997
• Mindless fear, Nov. 28, 1997

• The Burden of Male Sexuality, Jan. 4, 1998
• Thoughts thought on Saturday night, Nov. 8, 1998
• The Enemy Within, Nov. 12, 1998
• Where It Began, Nov. 14, 1998
• Confessions of a Coward, Nov. 23, 1998